The happiest thing in this world is to be in love and to be loved. And I found love when I met you. But the most perfect moment is to know that the lad you are in love with loves you the same way you do. And here is the story I got to write:

Everything was very fine, pleasant and perfect. I never knew something like this will come by the way. In the beginning it was just a joke or fun. Then it was kind of irritating. It made me hard to face these like stuffs. They, his friends cooked up some stories to make some campus fun. Everyone made fun of us the whole year. He never bothered to talk to me. I felt very bad only because he started avoiding me. No one understood my feelings and pain except my close friends. I was always thinking about the reason for his silence towards me, only me. Sometimes I appeared upset, gloomy sometimes crazy thinking something I should never mind.
The most irritating thing I have ever faced. It made me doubt and a bunch of silly questions arose in my mind. I was engaged in the thoughts almost every single second. I started asking questions to myself.

Is he in love with me? No! Not at all!
Oh God!
Is he in love with another girl, then why am I upset for his ‘no talking’ thing?
Is that I’m in love with him? 
No! I am not. I am sure about that.
What if I don’t know whether I love him or not?
Is that I don’t know love?
So what is love?
Now I got to know about love?
Wow! This is going far away than I expected. Becoming worse!
It is directing to an unexpected way.
I never dreamt a happily ever after with him.
Oh! I am the worst!

But things changed in a while. I mean almost everything. My feelings and some of my shy behavior and all have a variance. And I came to realize that I fell in love. But I was so angry with him that he didn’t even care me once in a year. Very sad part is that he never even managed a smile for me. When I missed him so badly I used to listen romantic songs and that make me feel he is here beside me.

I wish he was here with me now
Yes, by my side.
I miss him very much.
I expect his message, just one.
But he never messaged me.
And being unpredictable of his reply, I never messaged him either.
He never even knows that I love him.
I don’t know what happened to me.
I don’t know how I have fallen for him.
I don’t know anything about him, simply nothing.
What color he likes or what his favorite song is.
I think the unluckiest girl in the whole wide world would be me.
I love him but don’t know it and I don’t know if he loves me or not.

There are a lot of people, my family and friends, around me who care me and love me. But I am trying to get his attention without bothering others. So I thought its better to live for the people who love me. But still I used to wonder if I am in love. Do I really love him? How am I going to know if he is my love or not? You know all my answers are same as usual – “I don’t know!”

I always thought that he is avoiding me and he hates me. I always felt sad for his behavior. But sometimes he made me think that he love me too. But it may be my delusion that he loves me. But soon I came to realize that that feeling is not just a delusion because my friends too had such a doubt. A girl never expresses her love for a boy thinking that he should express it first. And I was afraid that what if he never expresses it. I always get hurt when I wish something valuable for myself, something I wish to be mine. Sometimes it used to make my eyes wet.


Much to my surprise, one fine day he came to me to talk. My heart started beating faster when he called me to talk. The nervousness I felt was unbearable. We walked through the silhouetted corridor in our college. He was in love with me too. And finally we realized how much we love and care for each other. He cared me ever since he met me but he behaved like he never mined.


That day you have made me tell you how much I loved you ever since I met you. You naughty! It was an amazing feeling; it’s like watching hundreds of roses blooming in front of you. I was so crazy! I never thought that I would be able to tell that, but unknowingly, you made me say that. The memorable moments is not about sharing rings or gifts, but to love each other limitless with all your heart. And now just you and I sitting and spending time, in the cute yellow flowerbed, in the open stage in our college on a rainy breezy evening. Every second counts when you are with me. Now we are enjoying our happily ever after and when I go back to those moments it seems like a day dream; a reverie.

This story is written for the Platinum Day of Love Contest in association with Indiblogger
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My blog turned 1 today!

I wished to create a blog since I was in +2 and I created one and named it Something Special. But what should I write about? Nice question, isn’t it? All I wrote is about what is around me. Yea! I am surrounded by love. Everywhere! My parents, sisters, brothers (even if I don’t have my own brothers), cousins, and friends… And only one love is missing. The love of my life!

Anyways, I thank all those who encourage me and support me.
Especially my friends and family for giving me enough suggestions and simply being there for me.

I hope everyone likes my writings. Expecting your comments and feedback.
I am happy to hear from you all!



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Splashing waves,
Refreshing my mind,
Experiencing peace.

The shingle tickling my toes,
My hair blowing in the wind,
And I could hear,
The music of the waves.

Missed your presence,
Just me and the waves,
Were there.

I wished you were with me,
To hold my hands,
When the waves try to take me,
far away, with them.

NB: This is my Photography - Calicut Beach



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Whenever my anklets sound,
Whenever stone on my ring shines,
Whenever my bangles giggles,
I can feel your presence.

Ecstasy I feel,
When my eyes find you.
And eternal bliss I feel,
When our eyes meet.

I see my life in you,
I feel your heart beats,
I believe it is for me.
And your soul,
Put together with mine.

Oh my God!
I woke up from a day dream,
A fantasy world,
And I know I am building castles in air.
But I wish all my expectations never end in vain,
And I wish all my dreams come true.
I don’t want to end up like how I wished for moon,
When I was a kid.

Something Special
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Image courtesy- Sabith Photography

Alone in the riverside
Tears drop down
and cuts the reflection

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Morning Lights,
Tickling my Eyes,
Silky freshness,
It’s the joy of living.

Evening Twilight,
Scattered colours of sky,
Shattered colours,
Jumble thoughts in my mind.

Darkness of Night,
Scared of my blindness,
And gather moonlight,
That guides me wherever I go.
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Longing for a glimpse,
Just a glimpse of his smile,
I wish it is because of me,
His happiness,
That is what I always wish for.

I wish he could feel my love,
In my eyes,
I have lost tears for love,
And I don't know,
Till the end,
What all I have to loose.

Like a pearl in an oyster,
We found ourselves,
Our hearts tied with golden threads.

Walks in the sea shore,
Hand in hand,
Our evening chats,
Our foot prints last forever.

Happiness and sorrow,
It’s all melodrama of life,
But when we are together,
Life is a melody.


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Dreams fading away,
People drifting away,
Left me in the darkness,
Solitary,
Loneliness is what I can only see,
Let me explore a ray of light,
To wake me up,
Let me attain a little of hope,
To make my dream bloom,
And fly out so alive,
Far into the sky,
Shine bright like a diamond.
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കണ്ടനാള്‍ മുതല്‍ പറയാന്‍ ആഗ്രഹിച്ചത്..
എന്തേ എനിക്ക് പറയാന്‍ ആവുന്നില്ല?
എന്നും വിചാരിക്കും പറയാമെന്ന്  
പക്ഷെ എന്തോ ഒരു തടസം 
എന്നെ പറയാന്‍ അനുവദിക്കുനില്ല
പക്ഷെ പറയും... 
എന്നെങ്ങിലും പറയും 
പറയണം..
ഈ ജീവിതം അവസാനിക്കും മുന്‍ബ്  
എനിക്ക് ഇഷ്ടമായിരുന്നു.. 
ഒരുപാടു ഇഷ്ടമായിരുന്നു നിന്നെ...



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The most divine relationship after parent-child relationship would be sibling relationship. And I am so damn blessed with that. I have two craziest sisters in the whole world. They, my sisters, are the best companions I have ever had in my life.


Last week I had been to my cousin sister's wedding. As weddings are occasions of lifetime, I really loved joining in. But this wedding is my cousin's. So I was super excited about it. As I belong to a Brahmin family we had many rituals in marriages. It is really fun but its expensive wedding.

On the day of wedding my cousin Ms. Gayathri became Mrs. Rajesh. And her family turned Rajesh’s family and her life turned to be his. Our weddings said that after marriage bride’s home, life and family everything changes to be his, her husband’s. Men, they don’t have to leave their family. But we, women should which is not fair. 

My other cousin, who is her sister cried like a baby at the wedding. She was sad for missing her from now on and at same time she was happy for her sister’s marriage. I also felt so sad that I am going to miss my sister soon too as she does.


Every sister is meant to be separated like this? I can’t allow this. But its faith… it happens. Well, whatever happens, how much miles apart we are, she will be my beloved sister ever until our last breaths. 
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Love… love… love… love… Actually I have gone crazy about this word. Oh! It is not just a word. It is more, it is much more. It is been years I am trying to find out what love is. Nobody has answered me properly. But everybody said you will find what it is when you fall in love.

I see many, many ‘loving couples’ all the way to college. They are like in another planet or something. They don’t even notice anything other than their partner. They are like in an imaginary world. We can see their face like a brightly glowing shiny sun, their smile bloom like a flower when they meet. It must be such a wonderful feeling ever in this world. Everyone will find their Ms. or Mr. Right one day for sure. Well, when will my Mr. Right come??


I am waiting for him. I am still dreaming about it. When I dream, world around me becomes more beautiful than it was before. And I always hear most melodious romantic songs. Not only me but also everyone in the world dream about their love, right? I am looking forward for my day of love. Let that day be our Valentine's Day.


Definitely, he will come to me with a bouquet of red roses to express his love towards me. Love in his eyes. He will definitely pop the question presenting a ring: “Dear, will you be my girl? Will you be there for me in my happiness and sorrows? Will you be with me forever and ever?” and gift me a joyful lifetime. 
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